ChemicalX #2

For everyone reading this application, know that everything below is me putting to rest all the claims made against YRN and myself. And while it looked like Juan was lying about my identity, he was just misinformed. I convinced him that I was someone who I wasn't and I apologize for it. But don't let that stop you from reading this. There's some important information that I want to put out there to YRN members as well as those not in YRN.

1. PB2 Profile Link: http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=ChemicalX&id=1241150


2. Kills Count: 11 096


3. Kill/Death Ratio: 1.87


4. Level Developer Rank: 6.81


5. Predicted Player Points Amount: 0.09


6. Total Time Playing Plazma Burst 2: About to be 5 years in two months.


7. All Alternate Accounts (with profile links):

http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=ChemicalX%20Alt&id=1262130
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Phrixis&id=1265162
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=DeathGodZ&id=1276508
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=CIX&id=1553055
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=109-&id=1553052
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=DF_&id=1302419
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=CX_&id=1556194
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Ace%201&id=1274617
iKTA (couldn't find account)
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=TBurn&id=643487
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Ty%20Q&id=1311375
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=TheT&id=1332337
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Tyquel%20Burn&id=1276514
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=BurnGodZ&id=1276510
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Zangetsu_&id=1314841
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Toshiro_&id=1314842
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Aizen_&id=1487835
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Stryker_&id=1504120
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Nemesis_&id=1494254
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=X%20O&id=1327856
http://www.plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=deadlyFire&id=1310920

There are more but they are no longer on PB2.

8. Are you in a clan? No.


9. List all past clans and reasons for leaving them:

KKFC - This was basically my first clan. Swaye asked me to join so I did. He left the game, so my tag did as well.

RBU - This was my own clan given to me after DeadFusion retired. I left the clan after giving it away.

VS - I made this clan in an effort to get the respect I never got out of RBU.

PhysicZ - This was another clan I made to remove the non-skilled members from RBU. I left because it merged.

StrikE, Neon, Psych, Bloodline, Psychal - They merged with other clans.

UnHoly

- Xlr129 asked me to join this clan when I got denied from BoZ.

GeNo - I joined this clan when it first started.

Diablos - This was actually a secret, but I was in this clan (as well as other GeNo members) to promote Diablos.

Kalosis - I made this clan in an effort to bring back the spark I had with the old GeNo.

YRN

- I joined this to get away from the conflict that was ensuing within GeNo. I made some mistakes in the clan and constantly got demoted. I was tired of being targeted and decided to join the clan that my only real friend (xCrazyApple) was in. I had an amazing time in YRN, meeting some people I may not have met while in GeNo and I'm forever grateful for the experiences. I left because of old GeNo members bringing up my past to members (causing them to leave).


10. Why are you applying for YRN?

I'm going to try to make this as brief as possible. But let me clarify some things before I get into my reason as to why.


First, I want to apologize to all the people I'm letting down in this post. I know you all had your impressions of me, but sadly the person you knew as ChemicalX was just a facade. I'm Ty Q, tburn, as well as all other accounts tied to those. This doesn't mean that I'm not the same person. I still love each and every person within YRN.

Second, I never meant to lie to anyone directly. I only lied to the people I didn't trust enough to tell them who I was. I was basically running from a past I didn't want to face. I thought that if I ignored the people I knew before and ran to a new clan that I wouldn't have to face them; but eventually there were too many people who knew who I was who wanted to expose me (for some absurd reason).

Third, GeNo is not a home to me. The original 10 GeNo members were the only group of people I felt I had a home with. People I could learn from who could also learn from me. The current group, I have nothing in common with. The majority of them are how I was when I first joined. Rude and disrespectful to (or at the least, lacking respect for) anyone outside of their circle of friends. I don't plan to return to them ever again.

Lastly, I know that I can't undo my past. I've made my fair share of mistakes and like everyone else, I don't like them being shoved in my face. However, I feel like being this "ChemicalX" person as well as being around the people within YRN has changed me. My past may include darkness but that darkness can be overlooked with a little bit of light.


Now for my reasons for wanting to join.


Despite all the bullshit that most applicants spew ("it's a good clan", "it's a good family", "I belong here"), I actually have solid reasons for wanting to join YRN. The clan needs help. Sad but true, it's inactive. Mostly because of me. The active members left, leaving Juan in a state of depression that I feel completely responsible for. I want to make things right by rejoining and bringing new active members to the clan. Another reason is that I truly like how the clan started from the bottom but eventually rose up to threaten GeNo enough for them to target it as well as it's members. This clan is special in my eyes and it's not too late to save it. I feel bad for all of those that left with false hopes for how GeNo is.


I also feel it's only fitting to explain why I don't want to join GeNo. Seeing as how they love to trash-talk others but when their flaws get pointed out, and then they get completely insecure and try to promote the good aspects of the clan (that aren't even there), I think they had this coming. I don't see GeNo the way everyone else sees it. Mainly because I was in it long enough to see how much it's deteriorated from it's original glory. I don't want to join a washed-up clan that everyone else is trying to get into before it dies. I've experienced that when applying for BoZ and GeNo isn't what it used to be. I've come to terms with that and moved on. I mean, when a clan goes as far to try to take away active members from another clan that's doing better than them, or when a Prestige Member of said clan makes a trolling application on another clan's forum, it shows exactly how much respect this clan has for people outside of their circle. I admit I've lied before, but since I became "ChemicalX", I would have never even fathomed disrespecting another clan, no matter how small or how new they were. The only time a clan deserves scorn is when they treat others with unmerited derision, which is what GeNo does to others all the time and which is why I will never be in that clan ever again.


11. How can you benefit YRN?

Well, it's pretty obvious based on these forums, haha.

But seriously, if I'm not going to be trusted, that's perfectly fine. It's expected considering all the lies I've told everyone (including Juan). Again, I sincerely apologize for everything I've done to everyone. I can't express my remorse any more than I am now. I know that if @Red X doesn't trust me with the site, then I'll still be as active as I can be on the forums and the chat. As a normal member. YRN needs activity and that's exactly what I plan to offer.

12. What YRN Members do you know? Juan the Red, KillerUnicorn, QiLinXD, Niome_Lee, Emily Short list...


13. In your opinion what makes YrN different/better from other clans?

YRN is different in the fact that it had, and can still have, a pure environment. I felt that when people didn't know who I was, the members had so much respect for each other. Without me in the clan I know that things would've went completely differently and it wouldn't have been torn apart. Like I've stated countless times in this application, I am sorry.

YRN also is the only clan I've been in that has members that have provoked other clans and not been allowed to stay within the clan. Countless other clans always try to bash each other while the YRN I was in (when Juan was the leader) was the most peaceful environment I've ever been in within a clan.

14. Most frequently played server and average ping: Washington - 30 to 40


15. How active will you be on Discord, YRN forums, and PB2?  Every day.


16. What are your skills within PB2?

I do all weapons. I'm not the best but I am in the top tier of players. The game is focused around lag so I combine ping with the speed of the player and shoot where I believe they should be (based on experience). I like to edge boost without swords as well.

17. Describe what kind of person you are:

I've changed a lot since my "tburn" days. Simply put, I'm a caring, loving person that will honestly go to any extreme to help anyone out unless they've wronged me in any way (and even then I'm dumb enough to help them).

18. Country of Residence: United States


19. Field of Application: Member


20. Do you understand the recruitment process? Yes I do.


21. Total number of Requirements met: All of them.


22. Extra comments:

I don't know if I've made it clear from all of these paragraphs, but I would like to emphasize that it was NOT Juan that lied to everyone. He spoke off what he believed to be the truth. I was the one that lied to the entire clan, including Juan. I can only hope that everyone forgives me for my fabrications I made to try to get respect when all I had before was otherwise.

I also feel bad for those that left because they didn't know the whole story. I hope you guys don't regret your decision.

Well first off chem , i'm glad you came clean i forgive you everyone deserves forgiveness and another chance.

Oh wow. I didn't expect that at all ._.

But thank you. I'm sorry for what I put you through as a person.

I hope everyone can forgive me as easily as you did.

Each person has his/her own secrets, i understand that...

I spent 15 mins writing some stuff, but what for? - i just want you back in YRN ^-^

I know you never meant to cause any drama, and overall, your contribution on yrn has had a really good impact. Wish you the best of luck!

I think this is a good app and i am glad you apologized, i wish you the best of luck

We have known eachother for a while. And I know you aren't a bad person. Everyones has those days. This app was pretty good I guess. Nothing I can put against you.

Nice application.
I have no questions at the moment.
Good luck!

One of the best apps I've ever seen you took your time on this and we all appreciate that hope to see you soon

Its actually a really good app. You spent time on the app. And you put effort on it. This is one of the best apps ive seen so far. Really hope to see you in the clan.

Emily wrote:Each person has his/her own secrets, i understand that...

I spent 15 mins writing some stuff, but what for? - i just want you back in YRN ^-^

Thanks Em.

KillerUnicorn wrote:I know you never meant to cause any drama, and overall, your contribution on yrn has had a really good impact. Wish you the best of luck!

THE LAST NINJA wrote:I think this is a good app and i am glad you apologized, i wish you the best of luck

Thank you both.

JDC55 wrote:We have known eachother for a while. And I know you aren't a bad person. Everyones has those days. This app was pretty good I guess. Nothing I can put against you.

Thanks you JDC.

J Styles wrote:Nice application.
I have no questions at the moment.
Good luck!

Thanks

Its_Juan wrote:One of the best apps I've ever seen you  took your time on this and we all appreciate  that hope to see you soon

DlvS wrote:Its actually a really good app. You spent time on the app. And you put effort on it. This is one of the best apps ive seen so far. Really hope to see you in the clan.

Yeah, it took a long time to type this all out and I still feel like I could've said more. Sorry for overloading you guys with all this content.

Its all right hope to ee you back m8

Well Chem i have 1 question for you when i was talking to you in your tburn account why did you act like you didnt know me?

@Black Anarchy I just didn't want people to know that those accounts were linked.

Application Accepted 

Welcome to YrN! He won 20-18